Sarah Khadijah is 2 today!

Alhamdulillah.. i thank Allah for this greatest gift ever! The best thing that happened in my life is to hold her in my arm 2 years ago. i couldn't ask for more.I've loved watching her grow in the first two years of life. A super fast learner and seem to be poised for big things in life. Wishing my lil princess a very Happy 2nd Birthday. May Allah protect u and bless u with happiness and joy sayang. mummy sayanggggggg sgt kat sarah!

 

p/s: her birthdate is 29 march!but my blog post is still on 28th!grrrrr!!pfffttttt!

being away

why does it hurt so much being away from the one that u love so deeply?


oo..entry kali ini a bit drama. but not a sinetron indon.

it has been a while i haven't met my husband. it is so painful since our relationship is more on best friends-hubby+wife string!hehe.. yes. as some of u already knew about it.he is far far away in dubai. :'( a good news and not so good news for me.

pros:

1.impian jadik kenyataan for him

and i am so thrill and happy for my husband. dia sorg suami yg sgt baik dan sgt memahami (bg la aku can puji laki aku sendiri kat personal blog aku kn??kata ini blog aku kann?). xpernah komplen on anything sepanjang kami berkahwin.support ja i nak buat itu ini tanpa rasa ragu or prejudis.romantik..kelakar gila nk mamps! **saya rindu dia**

2. dapat lihat negara orang

Allah jadikan sepelusuk bumi ni dgn pelbagai jenis kehidupan utk kita amati kejadian yg maha Esa. jadik peluang dapat melihat dan menetap di negara org sgt la seronok.i have no doubt on that.insyaAllah. semoga perjalanan hidup kami lebih di rahmati

3. belajar lebih berdikari

dah dok negara org,xdak sapa kat sana..sedara mara xdak.. kot aku ni org kacuk arab len citanya kan?jadik i expect hubungan kami sekeluarga and hubungan kami dgn Allah lebih erat.insyaAllah.. kita hany mampu merancang kan?harap2nya kehidupan di sana sentiasa di rahmati


4. salary

sbb utama org sggp merantau bukan semata2 nak tgk negara org ja..of course la sbb gaji.xpayah la nak tipu kalau ckp "xde lah..saja je nak keja luar negara. gaji kat malaysia byk lagi" ..sumpah aku xpercaya kalau ada org kata mcm tu. serious.i bercakap benda betul dan logik.sapa sanggup nk tgglkan negara sendiri?tapi dah rezeki ada di bumi sana lebih. dan kudrat org muda.masa muda la merantau..dah tua xlarat dah nak dok negara org. jadik sbb itu lah kami ambil keputusan ini.


5.it's a permanent job ( xtau nak letak kat pros or cons)


(read: keja tetap) not like other workers yg some of them on a contract basis. abih project, balik la..my husband x.. selagi dok keja situ,maka selama itu la kami di sana ( may be akan travel around the world too).i ni pencinta tegar malaysia (pro gomen plak tu). jadiknya kami xtau sampai bila kami akan berada di sana. ALHAMDULILLAH. it is such a good news actually. cuma bila pikir dlm2 jadik cuak.huhu...and sedih..tggl family i lama2..my mom and dad dah tua..sedih ok?sedih kalau apa2 jadik i tiada di sisi mereka. **tulis benda ni pun i boleh menangis**


cons:


1. berpisah dgn family

i am the youngest in the family and i am the closest to my mom.sumpah rapat gila.kami more to kwn baik yg i can let her know every single secret that i have.ahahahaha... i left home when i was 13 after decided to accept offer from a boarding school.after 5 years of studying, i went to uia for 6 years.11 years being apart from family.wow!lama seh!i xpenah belajar di luar negara. but i do travel with my family. jordan,aussie,israel..mana lagik ek?sat nak ingat... tapi... kali ni lain.."menetap"..fuuuhh..such a word.i don't know i can accept it or not. eh?kena la kan?cuma akan banjir la dubai dgn air mata ku ini for months.haihhhh.. and insyaAllah my mom and dad will follow me to dubai soon.insyaAllah

ooo..now after writing these (pros&cons) i feel more relief..rasa tenang plak dada ni..may be i need a space to pour my heart out.alhamdulillah. pros nya lebih byk.. it shows a good sign insyaAllah.

cumanya i sgt la letih bila layan soalan2 berbunyi seperti di bawah :

SITUASI 1

A : "bila kak ana nak p ni?
si ana : lambat lagik la *********..insyaAllah bulan 2 tahun depan.. (ya!aku sendiri decide aku akan berlepas bulan 2?kenapa? terkejut ke?so what?
A : huh?lambatnya?pasaipa kaka ana x p sekarang??? kalau ********** la ******** x sanggup..mau  nangis hari2
si ana : now panas.. plus husband kak ana balik rumah kul 11.30 mlm.kak ana tggu autumn baru kak ana p. lagik pun, nk buat cm mana.dok negara org.bukan semudah tu ja.kena la tgk keadaan jugak. (mak sentap gilaaaaa time ni)


SITUASI 2

B: U nak p jugak ke?
si ana ; ye la. tempat isteri kn di sisi suami.lagik pun itu impian dia. hehe
B:eh?ye la.itu impian dia..bukan u.u fikir x pasal your future.u nnt cm mana?kalau i jadik u,i x p.



ULASAN:

SITUASI 1:
i rasa better not to chat/talk to me dgn statement "KALAU I LA/KALAU AKU LA.." jgn ada kalau ,KALAU ANDA SEKALIAN TIDAK BERADA DITEMPAT SAYA.harap maklum.lagi pun,u have no idea what its like to be in people'scountry kan? jgn la memandai anggap benda2 ni mudah.it;s not.respect others ok?

SITUASI 2:
xpa la.sapa la i kan nak label org. bg i kejayaan suami adalah kejayaan i.xpenah rasa i nak lawan kerjaya suami i sampai i lebih hebat n lagi kaya dari dia.x pernah la terlintas. we should be happy suami kita berjaya betul x?tempat isteri kan di sisi suami. agama islam itu jelas dan nyata.keizinan and keredhaan suami itu penting buat isteri. org yg tidak matang mungkin akan matang bila sampai waktu dan ketikanya.hidup ni kalau penting diri, Allah murka.org pun x suka.jadik bercakap la dgn pemikiran yg jelas dan matang.

and u my readers (kalau ada la), insyaAllah bulan 2 baru i akan memulakn my new journey ke negara arab. lambat lagi kan? yes. loads to settle in malaysia and dubai too. plus mummy is not well now.really not so well yg membuatkan hati ni sayu mahu pergi memulakan hidup baru di sana. doakan mummy sihat ok?

i am blessed that all my best/close friends sgt2 memahami. xpenah sekali menhancurkan hati ini dgn kata2 yg x best, am i lucky?may be i am too vulnerable and emotional sbb me and him dok jauh. bila rindu rasa sedih... apa pun i tetap bersyukur pada Allah. semua ini ketentuan Dia. i sgt bahagia dapat beri sepenuh kasih sayang buat mummy and abah sepanjang i menetap di rumah agam ini. hari2 i masak apa sahaja yg depa nak. i feed them with love :')  biar la i penat. tapi i puas hati. and mummy keep on saying "kalau apa2 jadik kat mummy, ana jgn sedih.ana dah dok lama dgn mummy kat sini.teruskanlah hidup..jadiklah.mummy dah puas hati dapat tgk ana dgn sarah la ni"..and i cry..cry..and cry.....

MARKED :: 6 Years of Celebrating LOVE!

alhamdulillah.. yesterday was our 6th years of knowing each other. bercinta,bergaduh,merajuk,berkasih sayang.dah 6 tahun beb!!!lamaaaaa..hehehehe...i know..poyo la fulaks!


the memories were still green in my mind and heart (and soul too :p).. ingat lagik the day (morning.it was 8:20 am-ish) when my bf called me ..at that time dia bukan boyfriend i lagik.baruuuu ja kenal...genap 10hari dia dah beranikan diri!

BF:: hello sayang


ME::hello syg..

BF:: sbnya kalau salih ada kat depan syg time ni,salih dah belikan bunga..salih nak bagi bunga n ckp something important..

ME:: haaa???kenapa?bukan nak convo lagik..

BF::bukannn...ada benda salih nak ckp...salih dah fikir byk kali..byk kali!

ME::ok~~~~~~~~ha..ahhh..... (sambil tggu sesuatu yg happy)

BF::will u be my girlfriend????

ME::**kelam kabut without waiting any second** DEFINITELY YES!

BF:: Argghhh!!!!!yes!!!yes!!!!

ahahahaha!i time tu tgh rushing nak p exam GENETIC and sempat pakai kain baju kurung je sambil mengadap cermin.!ahaha!ooo..i still believe that baju kurung is my goodluck charm!the pink reddish baju kurung!exam je,presentation je sure nak bantai pakai baju tu.

maka bermulaah episode bunga2 dlm hati ada taman the whole week.asyik nak seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenyum je!hahaha..


now, we are blessed with a comel+nakal+byk akal baby girl, Sarah Khadijah. Thank you Allah for the wonderful husband (parter in crime) and lovely daughter.

the best 2 years of marriage

Alhamdulillah. I'm blessed! Thank u Allah for the wonderful life that i have. 

22.05.11 last week was my my 2nd anniversary!

SOLEMNIZATION IN ALOR SETAR (MY HOME) :: 22.05.2009




RECEPTION IN ALOR SETAR (MY HOME) :: 23.05.2009

  


RECEPTION IN PUTRAJAYA 29.05.2009

 Dear Husband,

Thank you for loving me for who I am. Teaching me the meaning of LOVE. Comforting me when I'm sad.

I will love U always. forever!

May Allah bless us and our marriage last forever.

Much LOVE!!!

your wife!




p/s: will update on the celebration in other post. I love my anni gift!!!yeeehaaa!!!

our honeymoonS

salam ladies..

our honeymoons (with S tuuuu..hehehe..xbyk..dua je pun)

A honeymoon can also be the first moments a newly-wed couple spend together, or the first holiday they spend together to celebrate their marriage. Every couple has different places to be chosen for their honeymoon destination. Many newlyweds decide their destination earlier before tiding the knot. As for me, our honeymoon were fully sponsored by my parents and parents in law.. best kan?

Our first honeymoon:

My parents sponsored our first vacation as husband n wife in Langkawi. We went there 2 days after our wedding. It was the first visit to Langkawi for my hubs. I dah byk kali.. but it was different when the vacay was called as “honeymoon”.. we really enjoyed our moment there even it was a short one. My hubs love to travel and beaches hell lot. Oo.. I HATE BEACHES and BITCHES…hehee..xsuka panas2..berpeluh..mcm puteri lilin lagaknya weis…hehe dok langkawi 2 days ja. Jadik la kan??sbb the following week majlis sambut menantu kat putrjaya. So I kena la jaga kulit kan?xnak sunburn bagai.. kami berdua-duaan lawat UnderWaterWorld. Ok la.. as I written before..dah nama honeymoon kan??so smua benda rasa best.. naik kereta cable..panjat2 tangga yg punya lah tinggi tu sampai lenguh abih kaki..even I dah p before..tp still enjoy. My hubs x expert sgt pasal langkawi..so I la yg decide nak p mana.. dalam 2 hari tu segala ceruk rantau kami p..sampai sesat! Itu lah namanya sehati sejiwa kan???????? Hehehe.. we went for shopping at the most famous spot for shopping Ismail Group..ingatkan x shopping apa2 pun..tgk2 we spent more than rm2k there..ya ampun!beli pinggan mangkuk,chocolate, souvenirs, kain pelikat and kain batik for all relatives..mana x abih duit mommy ni..

Our second honeymoon:

We went for our second honeymoon 2 weeks after majlis sambut menantu..My mom in law called me 2 months earlier before we get married to ask me to choose our destination. I wanted to go to OZ but my mil (mom in law) suggested that the trip to be in Indonesia only. Abih punah harapan haku!ngeh! but I was very lucky kan dapat percuma honeymoon..harus bersyukur di situ!wee~~ I definitely chose BALI!!! Smua org kan p honeymoon BALI..i pun nakkkkk!!!!! Best sgt sbb we had such a nice driver and kami xkongsi kereta dgn org lain.keta tu just for 2 of us…We really enjoyed our time there..4 hari 3 malam, stayed in honeymoon suite (nama ja suite..tp bilik biasa ja..Cuma dia tabur bunga ja lebey).. merata jugak la kami melawat..smua tempat yg org biasa2 melawat tuuu..hehe..mmg best! Cuma makanan kat sana sgt2 x best…I xlalu makan lgsg!arrrggghh!!menyesal x bawak megi. Nak carik yg halal pun susah..itu yg x bestnya..i ingatkan I p BALI sure la xdak apa nak beli..last2 we spent rm3k there!horror!!!!!!!!!!! tp berbaloi..we bought a lot of paintings and deco stuff.. kira ok la..

Alhamdulillah..thank Allah I’ve found him (my hubs). We are meant to be together insyaAllah.. I still remember how patience he was during our honeymoons.. mcm2 hal nak settle tp dia sgt cool and pandai handle everything..i rasa secure bila travel dgn dia..