I'm stucked!

when all the selected lecturers are gone to oversea, they left me with thousands of problems. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... ya Allah. so many things to settle before dateline. cuakss... what i do today is "hello prof..are u free on blablabla.. " and to make my heart devastated even more they replied with the same statement "ooo..im glad that u choose me. im honored..butttttttt..... i'll be away to singapore".. yg bezanya ayat prof lain adalah negara yg they need to go ja.p japan la..new zealand la..australia la...yg lain ayat sama..copy paste.awat laaaa time ni baru depa pakat2 nak p sana sini nii....huhuhu....

hopefully semua masalah akan hilang esok!insyaAllah.. nak balik main ngn sarah!!!!yeeeehaaa!!! nak layan NORA ELENA!!!hehehe

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the best 2 years of marriage

Alhamdulillah. I'm blessed! Thank u Allah for the wonderful life that i have. 

22.05.11 last week was my my 2nd anniversary!

SOLEMNIZATION IN ALOR SETAR (MY HOME) :: 22.05.2009




RECEPTION IN ALOR SETAR (MY HOME) :: 23.05.2009

  


RECEPTION IN PUTRAJAYA 29.05.2009

 Dear Husband,

Thank you for loving me for who I am. Teaching me the meaning of LOVE. Comforting me when I'm sad.

I will love U always. forever!

May Allah bless us and our marriage last forever.

Much LOVE!!!

your wife!




p/s: will update on the celebration in other post. I love my anni gift!!!yeeehaaa!!!

it's beyond your reach :'(

yesterday the smart tunnel was closed due to heavy flood and rain. yada..yada... that makes my route become more interesting than ever!GOD!!! stucked for almost 2 and half hours really spoilt my day. monday blues people. i put the blame on u mr monday!

i received a lot of sarcastic and annoying questions. i mean A LOT!!!! a simple question can turn out to be the most sarcastic question you ever heard. this time, i blame on PMS! taaaadddaaa.. sib baik bleh blame hormone!hehe. kdg2 org tny biasa2 ja. tapi i emo gilerrr... fuhhhh x tahan asal nak period ja sure emo tahap max..ahahaha..tapi kalau u all dok tempat i pun u all akan rasa benda yg sama.

last nite event really opened up my big eyes. yes.. hmmm.. nonetheless, i can't even describe my feeling towards it. frustrated?yes! sad?yes! i came home with sad face. watery eyes. that really shocked my hubby to death!-- hubby, thank u for making me laugh last nite after a-very-heart-broken strories!ehehe

if it was not my obligation, i am sure that i was not there. it is sooo hard to say NO. when u see something is wrong and u know it will forever be wrong, u shouldn't care-less. when Muslims started to ignore what is wrong and what is right, u should smell that everything will be wrong. may be your heart doesn't feel right. but life leaves you with no choice at the mo. just go with the flow. Allah knows what's the best for you. definitely. janji Allah itu pasti.

i know i feel discomfort with the issue. but no one would care! it is just me. i know i am in the same boat with this guy, but he is different. he is not part of "us".so he can make decision by his own. but me? i can't decide it. it's beyond my reach!

duhhhhh... of course you readers, do know nothing except my bebelness. my hubby knows the whole story. he responded lawak gila. he made me laugh!

p/s: i need some beauty sleep now. yesterday was a loooooong day for me.oooooo by the way, blog aku ni gila skit. i dah set to auto publish cerita pasal my 2nd anniversary. x publish pun! ciss!xpa la.. terpaksa la aku publish sendiri. tapi lambat lah sikit. sbb gmb anniversary celeb ada dlm memory card la pulak~~~~~

it's all about CAKE!!!!!

I can't miss these tv series! they make me gone mad! they are super creative, talented and risk taker. me and hubster really enjoyed this shows.

CAKE BOSS is focusing on royal icing+fondant cake. the cakes always turn out to be like a wall paper design. can u imagine a cake with full damask embroidered on the cake?? insane! plus the colors are damn good. xpenah la i tgk cake complicated mcm cake dia ni. I think he is an italian. His father own a cake shop long time ago, and he promised his dad that their cake shop will become a well-known cake shop in this world. see? he is super rich now.

DC CUPCAKE is different in term of their production. i mean they do cupcakes. not i whole cake. they even can arrange the cupcakes in guitar shape, bra, wedding gown and many more. it is not easy peeps when dealing with hundreds of cuppies. u need a plan. a huge one i must say! they are really genius! they made the frame and stick the cuppies on the frame. later they put the icing on the cakes. seeing is believing, so u need to watch this crazy series!they are sisters by the way. they are greeks! agaknya org2 itali and greek ni mmg hebat la in baking... bab2 masak i know mmg depa lah diva kan...rupa2nya buat cake pun depa hebat!

source :: google

last but not least.. hasil tangan yours truly...nak jugak weiss letak kat sini..mmg la x setanding DC CUPCAKE... hehehe..i love cupcakes so much! cuma now i really do nat have time to bake. satgi dgn sarah sekali datang "membantu"....teeheee

her current fav things!

1. pakai cekak daddy

2. main remote ASTRO (remote lain dia xlayan..sbb astro punya colorful kann?)

3. main dgn pusher

4. main masak-masak

5.sudu dan mangkuk adalah alatan yg berjaya buat dia diam di meja makan

6.panjat memanjat

7. korek pusat!!!

8. main botol air

9. main purse mummy

attempt no 1: I skip my lunch

xtau la berjaya ke idak attempt i utk diet... pagi bantai nasik lemak lauk ayam rendang.. so lunch today i try x makan..we'll see.... kot2 satgi turun p carik makanan ka...xberjaya la percubaan i ni... sebenarnya today i decided to practice fasting.. nak ganti posa....huhu... i shall start to ganti my puasa next week. takutt!!!!dah nak dekat kannn?????????

baru td teringat.. lagik satu,i gained 4kilos.. sigh! the worst weight ever in history for me. gendut!ahahaahhaaha..

selamat berjaya ZZ!!! sila carik buah-buahan sebagai kudap-kudapan ya!!!

on pregnancy photos!

while browsing old pics in my lappy, i found my preggie photos.. hehehe.. i miss being pregnant.. (biaq betoi aku nii?)aahahahahaha!!!during my pregnancy period,i never bought any maternity wears. i just beli maternity jeans SAHAJA... yg lain i pakai baju lama2 ja. sbb rasa membazir plak beli baju utk mak lebih dari anak dalam perut kannn....

tapi time pregnant dulu kulit i gelap sgt..may be sbb hormone..tapi mmg la i bukannya putih pun..ahahahaha!!!time ni jugak hormone kita berubah2.. sat2 kulit naik mcm2..tapi bila masuk bulan ke-6,my skin mmg glowing. may be sbb excited dapat tau jantina baby or mmg hormone buat kulit glow.i pun x sure.. ataupun, mmg glow sbb apa saja i nak makan suami i beli..ahahahaha....keja maaaaaakan saja..pastu terus dapat darah tinggi i.. siap kena warded tau!haih.. horror...

sebenarnya, bila pregnant apa yg kita nak adalah leselesaan. some people defines keselesaan xsama. bg i, apa yg i pakai selesa dibadan i. time mengandung nak jalan pun susah. i dgn kaki bengkak mcm gajahnya.. ya Allah.. lawakkkk sangat!hubby i dah terdelete gmb tu time reset iphone dia.. kalau x, sure i dah tayang kat blog. kaki dah mcm kena untut. setiap malam suami i picit. mau x nya... i asyik nak keluar jalan2 ja. xpenah yg i rehat.

sapa kata org lepas bersalin xboleh jadik cantik?sapa kata org lepas bersalin comot??? cuba u tgk gmb2 kat bawah niiiiii...lawaaaaa jeeeeee.........tu pun ada org cakap org yg pregnant and lepas bersalin comot.. pelik kann???

souce:: google

sarah salih was hospitalized for high grade fever..

remember 1 entry regarding sarah salih jatuh sakit tuu?? yes...that weekend was the saddest weekend ever! sian sarah... I supposed to host her birthday party, tapi Allah ada rancanganNya sendiri. Alhamdulillah.. lepas warded kesihatan sarah salih sgt byk peningkatan.. lebih sihat... malam dah xbatuk and demam as usual.. trust me, it was not easy to stay in the hospital for 4 weeks days. sarah masih baby.. dia sangat takut dgn keadaan sekelililng. nebulizer tu merupakan benda yg sarah paling anti..ahahahaaha.. 4 jam sekali plak kena pasang.. maka meraunglah anak kecil saya ini.. menangis bagai didera dengan teruk..sampai akhirnya sarah boleh ckp dgn tiba2 sambil menjerit "TAK NAK!!!!!!".. hancur luluh la hati mommy~~~ dah la kena dripped. ya Allah... kesiannnnn....tangan dia keniiiitttt ja.... kena cucuk ngn jarum drip tu sampai bengkak2...siann...

she was treated as pneumonia bcoz of high grade fever and batuk teruk. banyak sangat phlegm. she also undergo pshysio. so now makin kurang.. tapi still my hubster bagai dia minum mucolator setiap malam.. letak dalam susu..mmg dia lega  banyak la...x ada dah tido bunyi. alhamdulillah. i sangat bersyukur. bila anak kita sakit especially she is still baby, hati kita akan sangat mudah tersentuh and stress. sbb risau.takut. demam ni kita xleh buat main2 and amik mudah.

doktor supply mcm2 ubat kat sarah utk makan. tapi x semua kami amik.. ikut mana yg perlu sahaja.. mucolator tu mmg kami x berhenti lgsg. sampai habis stock baru stop. mula2 dia xlalu. tapi we decide to give her time dia dah tido. baru la dia minum. sehari sekali ja. mommies, if your babies are having the same prob with mine, try to consume mucolator. insyaAllah

sepanjang i kat ward, my husband hanya berenggang dgn kami paling lama pun 2jam. dia balik ambil barang2 yg i nak.selebihnya dia setia di sisi kami. I LOVE U! thank u. bersengkang mata berjaga demi sarah. letih tau. time mcm ni lah kita sangat perlukan bantuan hubby. luckily he is so understanding and loving (ewah!). xpernah bersungut walaupun kena tido atas lantai (sbb bini dia nak tidoq atas katil..ahahaha)...

husband.. i don't know what's gonna happen to us if u are not around :'( .. thank u for friends and family who had visited. much love!



sebenarnya terlalu byk i nak cerita on this part. tapi masa sangat jealous dgn i.will update pasai kepelbagaian perangai sarah selepas keluar hospital!ahahaha!sangat menghiburkan!

happy mother's day mommy!

my mom is in Shah Alam .. she's busy taking care my new nephew..REZARIL ZIDAN.. comey! so dapat la i celebrate hari ibu bersama mymmy tersayang.we are very close. more than best friend. i can tell EVERYTHING to her.. tiada rahsia antara kami.ewah!

pengorbanan ibu ni banyak kan? kalau nak balas, i rasa sampai kita mati pun kita xmampu nak balas. so we should Thank Allah for the day that we have with our moms. hargai setiap detik kita bersama.

hubungan i ngn my mom ni mmg typical anak bongsu sgn ibunya.. setiap kali jumpa i kena gomol mummy i dulu.. cium2...sondol2...ahahaha...i suka peluk2 mummy i for no reason..i call her average 5times a day. sampai kdg2 i kena ulang cerita yg i dah cakap ngn dia..sbb dah byk kali sgt i call dia,smua benda dah cerita.. i saaaaaaaaangat manja dgn my mom.. sampai kakak2 i semua jealous dgn i..yiiiihaaa!!!ahahahaha!!!

So last week, I celebrated mother's day at Johnny's Alamanda and Asiari SACC Mall. 2 kali tuuuu celebrate!hehe.. lepas dah makan my mom ajak p maya.. nak cari baju raya..  i bought my mom sepasang kain baju kurung for her at MAYA...lawaaaaaaa....my mom pilih sendiri!bukan main!yg lawaknya, my mom plak hadiahkan i jugak sepasang kain...ahahaha... sempena hari ibu...sweet!

Dear Mummy;

ana sayang mummy teramat sangat!Thank you for always being there for me.. x kira di waktu ana susah or senang. Thank you Allah for giving me the BEST MOTHER in this world!I LOVE U MUMMY!

 nota kaki:: org ckp...nnt i tua i sebijik muka mummy...hehe... SEMUA ORG CAKAP BENDA YG SAMA!aahahahahahaha... yes... i ikut muka mak i sebijik diri!